Fly High

So many sweet things happen lately and i fly high, above the skies...like a bird, reaching the sky.

The best luck ever God bestowed to me and I really blessed for everything God gave me..after a long grief and sadness, God answer my prayer. A new relationship to be built, slowly but meaningful...and most meaningful, I scores flying color in my exam paper..

Thanks God for the mercy

Lots of Love ;pFrouline Aging

For Another Chance...

When love comes again into your life..for the second chance from a man you once love you more. and for the uncertain thing, he disappeared for unreasonable things. Is he deserve another second chance for the love he left before you?

He begging for your love, for the opportunity he awaited from you. Yes! You may give him try or you may deny! It worst when you still do love him as much as before...even once upon a time he hurt you much and still even feel the pain.

God, show me the way. You said...'when a man comes to your life for another second chance, he is yours for you to keep'. Don't get me wrong, God!

~ you never knew how hurt for me waiting for you to come in my life?~

~ i just wanna follow my instinct, not others..but still i need others to be my side~

Lots of Love ;p Frouline Aging

Gawai Preparation

I still owe another 3 days before flying home. Soon will be Gawai festival. Nothing much too hurry, simple preparation 'coz my budget too tight **wink...wink...*** but  I do still admire to go shopping to IKEA before fly home..

My checklists:

• Money (most important element) ~for  shopping + other expenses (including pocket money for my nieces & nephews)
• Air ticket ~ done! just waiting for date of departure
• Luggage ~ wondering, isn't one luggage is enough to put everything inside?
• Gifts ~ not too important but still have to prepare
• Home decoration items ~ for new house & "memorial house"
• Consideration ~  urban celebration v village celebration (and still consider when should we spend the most of our holiday, isn't at village or town...but still we love the most our village. Our friends, families, relatives...all be together & celebrate Gawai at our village...
• Owh....almost forget..too much wedding invitation to attend..but all i have to reject. Sorry peeps, I don't have much time to attend! and I was wondering wondering much once,why Iban folks always wanted to have their wedding ceremonies during Gawai festival? And you know why? This is the best time we gather together in a large crowd & everyone will come attend your wedding besides celebrate Gawai! 

 ~  Ngajat by Iban warrior ~

~Boar head_ symbolic in Gawai celebration in "miring" (ritual) ceremony~

p/s: see you soon. will be updating my blog once i bcak from Gawai festival

Lots of Love ;p Frouline Aging

It's a grat day!

Public holiday...spending my leisure time at home with my fav activities :p

1. Finding signature_time to mediate myself- time for me to build my own dream

2. FB-ing! sometimes I feel bored of it

3. Online game- addiction of this game!

Lastly.. Staring at the cloudy skies and wishing if i could fly high 

It was a great day of today!

Lots of Love ;p Frouline Aging

Cheesy Wages

Am craving for cheesy wages & still waiting for someone to treat me after he awarded APC.....wahahaha....Shark KeyZ..........bile lagi nih???..he said he got no money..buyuk la ko nie!

Then I found this recipe from website (after craving it for a long time...) and am gonna try this later on.. :p

~ gonna try this Cheesy Wages~

 p/s: and am still waiting  the right time i can spend a little time at my kitchen


Lots of Love ;p Frouline Aging

Dehydrated

Draught season is coming! It's really hot and the weather reaches 36 degrees. Get fever and sore throat for the past 2 days and it's getting worst..

~ from my window_still sunny outside even it almost 7pm~

~ i wish i could be at the beach to feel the smooth breeze, lingering with bikini...hehehe~

~let's find something chill to balance your body temperature :p~

owh....don't forget...take some medicines or please don't hesitate to seek your doc if you still unwell

Lots of Love ;p Frouline Aging

Mother's Day

Today is so special...it is a Mother's Day...celebration in every way..as i went to church this morning, children busy of buying some flowers and chocolates for their mothers. How wonderful it is. And the most touching part, this year, for the second year, no more celebration for Mother's Day in our family. Totally finished and ended as my mom left us for past two years. It hurts actually..really hurts..only those experienced it knows how it feels.

And today, I refuse to make any phone calls to my family. It was for a reason...when early morning my sister text-ed me today is a Mother's Day and we should remember & send a prayer for her. We always do remember about her...not today, but everyday.

A simple prayer just enough for me to have a little strength. Today I can stand firmly, strongly and I must make my mom proud, not make her worry much. We do love & miss you always...and always...

May God always be with her..

~ my late mom & my granny~

Lots of Love ;p Frouline Aging