When word “Sorry” takes place

Situation I (via SMS)
Her: Where are you?
Him: So sorry, I’m busy, can’t call or SMS you.
Her: Ok (sigh..if it can be expressed through SMS..)

Situation II (via SMS)
Him: So sorry dear, I’m busy, please take care of yourself
Her: K (again she sighed!)

This is really occurred, incurred by man to woman relationship!
• Why man never understood woman’s feeling when she really needs you to hear her mourn?
• Why it is so hard for a man to just say ‘hi’ for his girl even he is busy in his career?
For man..Please think of it

p/s: she never wanted a ton of gold to be delivered to her home, bunches of flowers to be sent to her front door, but consider a little time for her to know you better.
Because “SORRY” is not a right word for you to excuse yourself from being not guilty and hold down on your words because talk is cheap actually.

A Proverb!

Tagalong proverb: kung pukulin ng bato, tinapay ang iganti mo
~ If someone throws stone at you, throw back bread!~

Hmmm…this one taken from my best friend’s page, but I didn’t agreed enough with her. As I replied, why not we just throw back stone to her as well? And her advice to me (as usual). It’s not good Frouline to do the same thing, seems like you took the revenge.

That’s the reality of life actually. Hard for us to find someone who really sincere to you if you not aware of them! I experienced it before with one of my friends! I thought she can be the one of my best buddies, without knowing what she did for me actually for a reason lies behind. And my blunder, I put on all my trust on her, sharing everything that best friends should do, but she betrayed me! And now, seems like everything is in vain. (HAMPEH)!

Dear God, guide me from this revenge. Put your love in me, and may I never failed to love you more every day, not just today! Free up my mind from doing something that could destroy myself. Let set it free, free from my misery..

World Cup Fever

Am I lame when everyone talks about World Cup, but I prefer Showdown 2010? One thing for sure, I’ll never sacrificed my sleeping hour watching the match till morning! Very funny when my friends ask me for betting and the most embarrassing part when I didn’t know which one I should support. And my answer is so simple, “Those winning I will bet for, for sure I will not bet for the loser! Hahaha
The weirdest for the soccer fanatic (should be soccer lunatic), the octopus aka Oracle Paul becomes a victim in this betting. Just bear in mind, all are coincidence when all the prediction by him, because he never knew how to kick the ball even never knew what is soccer about!
And he picks Spain over Netherlands to win World Cup! So guys, just wait & see!!

Beautiful imperfections

We are imperfect person, then we will find imperfect person to complete those imperfections! Because beautiful imperfections will make a beautiful relationship of all, for us to remember in the entire of our life. Just an example... My late mom, during her life... her mouth never stops complaining and mumbling until my dad gets tired of it. But once she left him, my dad always tell me that he really miss it!

And... I never dreaming of finding a perfect person to complete my life. Because those imperfections will color my life. Some people may feel my relationship with my man is a weird; no dating, seldom calling or messaging, just like on or off relationship. But we enjoy it. That’s our imperfections in our beautiful relationship. As long as we trust each other, know the limits, they are just enough (even you might think, am I on the right track to fall in love with the right man?)
Just ignore that feeling because we are born not to be a perfect person! Appreciation is most important to keep those relationship before you might lost it one day and you will never get any chances to grab it!

Because we’ve known each other by chance, then become friends, still friends by decision and remain friends and when we say we friends forever, that’s definitely a lifetime promise..(One of my favorite quotes)

Lelengau..Part II

***enggau mem ku****

****famili aku****


***gambar ti palingdikerindu aku_benung meda tv*****


Dua minggu dah Gawai.. Pengerindu agi tinggal di menua, lebih agi diri sebilik. Mina maya tok jak meh ulih betemu & gauk ke pangan diri. Seminggu di menua bangat nadai berasai ke enggau begulai. Nya meh bangat enggai amat mulai kediri sepengudah cuti.

A Month of Celebration!

Congratulation to my best buddies, Hayati Juki & Mary Chimi. This month really meaningful for them as they will getting married. Sorry guys for unable to attend your wedding. I do still remember our promise to attend any wedding between of us, but seems that I’m the one who is unable to attend your big days! So sorry guys, for breaking the promises we made. That’s why I hate keep promising for something I would not know whether I’ll do it or not. Because between three of us, I always making “a great excuse and escape”. Remember, I always made a great excuse when I feel lazy to attend class neither in the morning nor in the afternoon? Or making an excuse when time due to submit our group assignment, I will be the last minute person to submit and trouble both of you to do last minute edit works! Haha. So horrible am I. Only the prayer I can do it for both of you. May all the happiness will always be with both of you, my dear friends, and making a great friendship for us and I am so happy for both of you. Cheers! Lots of love from me, your best friend!

Cry it out!

How great and how strength you are, you will be feeling down one day. You could say you’re the most powerful person in this world. But you will never knew, when the day would come.
A true story about my friend...she so proud of herself until she neglected others and like to condemn others because she always says, she is a great woman, no one can retain her and she say, and she can survive without others. She reminds me once; never let your tears drop for something unreasonable.
Yesterday may be the worst day for her. Finally she cried! She cried! And I was shocked when she cried for something unreasonable (she did mention this unreasonable thing to cry for me before)!
The best advice I was able to tell her..”cry it out, you may cry it out. Forget about your pride, forget about your dignity. You deserve to cry, may be you think it is suck, but it is worth to do so.
And the lesson I got from this, you will go nowhere if you always think you are the greatest one. What goes around will come around!Appreciate things around you and never let them went away. Never take everything for granted. You have to keep them as a part of yours!